昨晚看了个电影，电影的名字叫做Ankahee的。说来，我已经有半年的时间没有好好看过电影了，没有那个耐心看下去，每次都是到了一半就不行了，甚至只是看了个开头。这一次，是安静踏实地坐下来看的一个电影了。介绍大概是这样的：
◎片 名 Ankahee
◎年 代 2006
◎国 家 印度
◎类 别 剧情/爱情/惊悚
◎语 言 北印度语
◎简 介
Gets better with the birth of a girl, Sheena. Everything seems perfect. Till Miss World and Bollywood star Kavya Krishna [Esha Deol] walks into his hospital with a slit wrist. Kavya is beautiful. Like the rest of the world, Shekhar falls in love with her. For Kavya, Shekhar is the lifeline. Her anchor. The only person in the world who can make her happy. And Kavya wants, needs, struggles to be happy. Nandita, of course, is stuck in the middle. Shekhar is her husband. The only man she has ever loved. And yet, he finds it only too easy to walk away. From her. From their home. From Sheena.ANKAHEE is about the truth that was left unspoken between a man, his wife and their daughter. And the lies that need to be uncovered.
不过似乎没什么说的了，有一些想法吧，流水一下：
·Kavya是有些bt的，不过也是有些可怜的，Shekhar的朋友说得挺对，他说：What you are saying from that I can say that she seems to be a maniac, depressive and a suicidal person. Such people often don't fully enjoy what they have from the fear of losing it. And this tendency is not developed suddenly. Most of the times its root cause lies in their childhood. These kinds of people suffer from low self-esteem. Such scared people react in 2 ways. Either they don't want to achieve anything in life, or they want to achieve everything together. From the fear of losing something, their stubbornness to achieve something increases. And then these people achieve their goal at any cost. You know, Shekhar. These kinds of people are very magnetic. Charismatic. Using their pain they very easily lure you towards themselves. But the most important thing is that they are searching for only one thing. Happiness. They are with you for the sake of that same happiness. They feel that they can gain happiness from you. But to make such people happy is not only difficult but also impossible. Because their greatest ailment is their sorrow.
·Shekhar最后，说自己是一个incomplete的，无论对于自己的家庭，妻子，爱情，还是女儿，毕竟因为牵涉到他，一个幸福的三口之家破碎了， Kavya也死掉了，而最终他祈求女儿对他的原谅，以此来求得一丝安慰，这与若干年前他把所有家产教给妻子而离婚是有类似的意思，他知道自己有罪，然而却已经无力偿还，只好用这样的方式来“弥补”，换回一些心理的安宁，而确实是无济于事的。这只是个外强中干的人，他不懂得的东西很多很多，因此后来，当 Kavya自杀，Shekhar回到旧居找到Nandita，他亲耳听见Nandita说“You are too late”之后，他在车子里哭得像个孩子。他没有勇气和能力来承担这个错误，而错了，就无法挽回了，因为他已经走得太远。背叛，就应当付出代价。
·Nandita。最后说她吧，这个片子里我最欣赏的角色。她是个女人，而且用了女人的方式来解决问题，她用尽心思来经营自己的家庭，她用尽温柔来对待日益骄横冷漠的丈夫，她在那样的情况下保持着镇定，对着他笑，当一切希望都没有的时候，那个雷电交加的雨夜她冲出家门，找回自己以前的工作，因为她知道，今后，这个家要靠她来支撑了，而她也是有这个能力的。印象深刻的是她找到Kavya的家门说的那一段话：Kaavya. I know that you are not sleeping, Kaavya. And I also know that you are not opening the door because you don't have the courage to face me. You got shocked, right? That how did I come inside your house without asking you? But you didn't even give me the chance to get shocked. I didn't even come to know when you entered my house and took away my husband from me. From 8 years I have been trying to gather happiness. But you ruined all of that in just a moment. You are Miss World, right? You will find many admirers that will love you and pamper you a lot. But Shekhar is the light of my eyes. Kaavya, it's your hobby to make your dreams turn into reality, right? And my dream is also Shekhar and my reality too. You are beautiful, wealthy and successful. You can get the sky to the earth. But the earth below my feet is only my family. At least let this much piece of earth be there with me. To warm yourself don't burn my small world, Kaavya. Don't burn my small world. I have not come here to fight with you. I have just come to ask my husband back, Kaavya. I have come to ask the father of my child back. If possible then give me my world back, Kaavya. Kaavya, return my small world, my Shekhar back. Return my Shekhar back!感人至深，这是一个有教养、有智慧、懂责任且深爱着丈夫的女人才说得出来的罢。
电影看完了，两个多小时的北印英语，基本上听不懂，还是跟着字幕走的，更多的感受说不出，爱和责任，人还是不要因为一时的冲动就做错事，错了，就再没机会挽回了，就算如何都无法挽回。
朦胧的从窗户投入的日光下，母亲端坐在楼梯上，清瘦如圣像；女儿伏在她的膝头，安静。
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